I had to go get my annual tonight. I usually hate the thought of going there because sometimes they aren't so pleasant, but this woman (whom I've had before and wasn't very pleasant) was so nice. She made me feel really comfortable, and she answer some questions that I had about a "problem". She said I could either ignore it, or they could supplement me with estrogen, so I said I would just deal with it. There is no way I'm taking any more estrogen then I have to. The only slight problem was that she must have cut me with her little tool thingy because she said not to freak out if I have some bleeding. Oh well. Not like I'm not used to it by now.
Ok, I'm sure you've heard enough about feminine stuff now.
In other news, I found out that if I get my beloved externship over the summer (which seems to be looking more like I'll get it due to my "contacts"), they will resign me from my CA position, and when the summer is over, I will have to reapply for another CA position (which might not even be the same floor). I like my floor, so that makes the decision hard, but I was really looking forward to this externship. I get paid $10/hour to shadow a nurse all summer. It's good experience and looks really good on applications.
I've also been talking to the Dean about starting the MSN program early. It turns out, from what I understand, that I do not graduate early from the BSN, but I just start taking the MSN classes in the Fall along with the rest of my BSN classes. I realize that this is a shit ton of work, but I'm used to doing a shit ton of work all the time now, and these classes are online. Russell might have to get a better job because I doubt with all that that I will have any extra time for working, but if this is what I want to do, then I need to just go for it. I could wait, and do it after I graduate, but this is one semester quicker to being finished. I have a meeting with the Dean on Monday to discuss all of this and see what I need to do. I don't see how I wouldn't be a candidate. I've proved that I can balance work. Heck, right now I do school full time, work my ass off at Ruby, I'm married, and I've managed to get Bs and As in all my classes (mostly As in my clinicals)...I think I can handle it.
Bring it on, life. You can't bring me down.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
The hubby watches Dawson's Creek!!
Just one thing for tonight...
Russell watches Dawson's Creek episodes with me every once in a while (until I keep watching and watching until he finally leaves), but tonight it was different. I actually got him INTERESTED in the show! He made the decision to watch the next one on the dvd instead of doing something else...lol. Too bad the next one was kinda boring, but still.
Russell watches Dawson's Creek episodes with me every once in a while (until I keep watching and watching until he finally leaves), but tonight it was different. I actually got him INTERESTED in the show! He made the decision to watch the next one on the dvd instead of doing something else...lol. Too bad the next one was kinda boring, but still.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
ANOTHER!
1. You can only say YES or NO!
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
Tasted your own pee? (Fess up- everyones done it as a kid) no
Are you some kind of piss freak? no
Broken a bone? yes
Gotten stitches? yes
Mooned/flashed a stranger? no
Been suspended from school? no
Forgotten someone's name? yes
Slept naked? yes
Asked someone out? yes
Been asked out? yes
Sleep walked? yes
Been stung by a bee? yes
Been stung by a jellyfish? yes
Blacked out from drinking? yes
Been away from your home for over a month? no
Cussed someone out in a public place? yes
Kissed a complete stranger? no
Skinny Dipped? no
Played spin the bottle? yes
Spanked it to magazines you stole from Dad? no
Been the third wheel on someone else's date? no
Been an ingredient of a sandwich? no
Gotten off from the thrill of answering nosy questions about your sex life? no
Been cheated on? no
Felt like killing someone? yes
Killed yourself? no
Made a parent cry? yes
Cried over someone? yes
Had/Have a dog? yes
Eaten dog food? no
Do you really care about questions like this? no
Played the skin flute? yes
Been in a mosh pit? no
Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
Shot a gun? yes
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!
Been photographed naked? no
Kissed a member of the same sex? yes
Shoplifted? no
Are you a little fraidy-cat, then? yes
Told a lie? yes
Gotten in a car with people you just lied to? yes
Been in a fist fight? yes
Been stalked? no
Been arrested? no
Left your house without telling your parents? yes
Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? yes
Seen someone die? no
Slept in until 3? yes
Owned a cat? yes
Owned a ferret? yes
Owned a naked mole rat? no
Played dress up? yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
Gotten a black eye? no
Rejected someone? yes
Eaten Bisquick powder right out of the box? no
Been camping? yes
Woke up hung over, muddy, naked, and with a sore butt? no
Been in a hurricane? no
Touched a snake? yes
Touched a trouser snake? yes
Swam with dolphins? no
Ran a red light? yes
Gotten a ticket? no
Gotten caught sneaking out? no
Like big butts? no
Read a Harry Potter book? yes
Slapped someone in the face? no
Broken a mirror? no
Been a cheerleader? yes
Looked up a cheerleaders skirt? yes
Gotten a detention? yes
Been in a car accident? yes
Pole danced? no
Been lost? yes
Fell in love with your teacher? no
Kissed someone and regretted it? yes
Put out your own eye in a fit of pique? no
Been bungee jumping? no
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
Laughed until something another person was drinking came out your nose? no
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
Vomited in Europe? no
Vomited in Canada? no
Laid on your back to watch the stars? yes
Been to a therapist? no
Took so many drugs your head exploded? no
Been in choir? yes
Sang in the shower? yes
Gotten a naked mole rat stuck in your throat? no
Stayed awake for 48 hours straight? no
Gone to school partially naked? no
Sat on a roof top? yes
Played chicken? yes
Been chicken tipping? no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no
Been scuba diving? no
Been snorkelling? yes
Had surgery? no
Been put to sleep? no
Cheated on a final exam? no
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
Tasted your own pee? (Fess up- everyones done it as a kid) no
Are you some kind of piss freak? no
Broken a bone? yes
Gotten stitches? yes
Mooned/flashed a stranger? no
Been suspended from school? no
Forgotten someone's name? yes
Slept naked? yes
Asked someone out? yes
Been asked out? yes
Sleep walked? yes
Been stung by a bee? yes
Been stung by a jellyfish? yes
Blacked out from drinking? yes
Been away from your home for over a month? no
Cussed someone out in a public place? yes
Kissed a complete stranger? no
Skinny Dipped? no
Played spin the bottle? yes
Spanked it to magazines you stole from Dad? no
Been the third wheel on someone else's date? no
Been an ingredient of a sandwich? no
Gotten off from the thrill of answering nosy questions about your sex life? no
Been cheated on? no
Felt like killing someone? yes
Killed yourself? no
Made a parent cry? yes
Cried over someone? yes
Had/Have a dog? yes
Eaten dog food? no
Do you really care about questions like this? no
Played the skin flute? yes
Been in a mosh pit? no
Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
Shot a gun? yes
Long ass survey - so bored
1. Are you wearing a necklace? Not at the moment
2. Does your computer have a mouse? Der
3. Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes?
Everyone in my clinical group
5. What color is your shirt? gray
6. How many bedrooms do you have in your house? 2
7. What song are you listening to? christmas songs from the christmas tree music box
8. what was the last mall you've been to? Morgantown mall
9. Are you alone? nope
10. Do you have any older siblings? Joshy
11. What is the last thing you ate? pumpkin pie!
12. Who was the last person to come over to your house? umm, Sammy to pick up some homework
13. Who was the last person to call you? Andrea
14. Who was the last person who texted you? Russell
15. What time is it? 1:37pm
16. What should you be doing? decorating
17. Who is the last person you IMed? Andrea
18. Did you go out to eat yesterday? went to Eat and Park
19. What are you thinking about right now? "when are we going to start decorating!"
20. What color are your pants? blue plaid
21. What color is your keyboard? black
22. What do you feel like eating/drinking? OLIVE GARDEN OR CICI'S PIZZA
23. Are you in college? of course...it never ends
24. What is the last phrase you wrote? of course...it never ends
25. Are you bored? yup, why else would i be filling this crap out?
26. How many teeth do you have? umm (counting with my tongue)....28?
28. Do you wear glasses? yup
29. What color are your shoes? skin color cause i'm not wearing any
31. Last thing you drank? caramel latte
34. Who do you love? Russell, Gunther, mommy, etc. etc. etc.
35. What are you doing right now? what does it look like i'm doing?
What happend to 36?
37: what are you looking at now? the computer
38. What's the last words you said? "i'm counting my teeth"
39. Do you have lip gloss on? nope
40. Do you have eyeliner on? hell no
41. Did u realize there was no question number 36? eh?
42. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger? um, no
43. Where is your cell phone? dead in my purse
44. Do you have any friends named Robbie? no
46. Do you have any friends named Nikki/nicki? not really
47. Are you afraid of the dark? heck yeah
48. Did you used to watch "are you afraid of the dark"? of course
49. Do you like someone right now? no because someone is making me mad right now
50. What size shoe are you? 9-9 1/2
These are supposedly 30 questions that no one would EVER think to ask. Answer them, with what comes to mind first, then REPOST.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? i haven't looked in the mirror today
2. When is the next time you will have sex? who in the hell knows the answer to that question?!
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? sore
4. Favorite planet? uranus
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? i don't know - it's dead
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? i don't have one
7. What kinda shirt you have on? long sleeve
8. What do you "label" yourself? retard
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? not wearing any
10. Bright or Dark Room? both
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? i don't know - i stole it
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? which ever one i lay down on first
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? waiting for Rusty to come home while watching tv
14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile? it's been a while
15. Where is your letter box? up the hill
16. What's a word that you say a lot? fuck
17.Who told you he/she loved you last? Rusty
18. Last furry thing you touched? Rusty, lol OR Gunther
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? ye ol' birth control
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? probably some old ones
21. Favorite age you have been so far? 21?
22. Your worst enemy? the hole in the kitchen floor
23. What is your current desktop picture? something that was already there when we reset the computer
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "fuck you"
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you take? flying all the way!
26. Do you like someone? NOOOOOOOO for the last time
27. The last song you listened to? didn't i already say this, too?
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet? of course
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be? Tom Cruise
30. What is the closest object to your left foot? container
SECTION 1. ABOUT YOURSELF
+ Known as: Tonya
+ Lives in: Morgantown
Birthday: May 27, 1984
School: WVU School of Nursing
+ Shoe size: 9-9 1/2
+ Hair color: dark brown
+ Style: whatever, i have none
SECTION 2. HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? nope
+ Been Cheated on? i don't think so
+ Fallen off the bed? plenty of times
+ Broken someones heart? yes
+ Had your heart broken? yes
+ Had a dream come true? Yes
+ Done something you regret? yes
+ Cheated on a test? yes lol i admit it
SECTION 3. CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? pjs
+ Listening to? Russell jibbering about his game
+ Chatting with? Russell
+ Watching? the computer
+ Should REALLY be doing? homework, cleaning
SECTION 4. DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? ya
+ Have any piercings? 6
+ Drive? yes
+ Drink? sometimes, not often though
+ Smoke? Nope
+ Got a cellphone? Yes
SECTION 5. Friends...
+ Who are the best? Russell, Andrea, Seese
+ Who do you hate? why would they be my friend if i hated them?
+ Who is the most talkative? probably me
+ Who is the nicest? all
+ Who laughs the most? all
+ Who have you known the longest? Andrea
+ Who have you known the shortest? Samantha
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? nah
+ Do you trust your friends? of course
+ Are you a good friend? sometimes
+ Can you keep a secret? yes
SECTION 6. THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? Russell
+ Kissed? Russell
+ IMed? Andrea
+ Talked to on the phone? Andrea
7. PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? probably nurse practitioner or Clinical Nurse Specialist
+ What has been the best day of your life? there are a lot of those
+ What comes first in your life? I would be lying if I didn't say Russell
+ Do you have a crush on someone? nah
+ What are you most scared of? bees
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? what i have to do tomorrow
+ Have you lost someone you really loved? yes
+ How many times have you fallen in love? uno
+ Love your family? of course
+ Love your friends? of course
SECTION 8. FAVORITE...
+ Movie: The Notebook, Harry Potter, Drop Dead Fred, etc.
+ Song: too many
+ Band: too many
+ Store: i guess after all this, I would still have to say Wal-Mart
+ Sport: softball
+ Ice Cream Flavor: Cookies and Cream
+ Fruit: Peach
+ Candy: skittles
+ Day of the Week: whatever day I have OFF!
+ Name for a Girl: Lexi (my baby name)
9. DO YOU...
+ like to give hugs? yes
+ Like to give kisses? yes
+ Like to walk in the rain? sometimes
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back? all
+ Have a goldfish? 2
+ Ever have the falling dream? heck yeah, i jump!
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Park and Eat
I just can't stand it anymore!!
I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ARE MAKING ME WAIT UNTIL 7.13.2007 TO SEE HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!
I'm going to go crazy.
I think I'm starting to twitch.
OH, by the way...we are ALL going on opening night, and we're dressing up, so start thinking of who you want to be. I think we have Russell talked into being Hagrid, lol.
I ended up getting the living room clean tonight, but that was it. I got talked into heading over to Andi and Seese's to hang out for a while. We ended up going to Eat and Park (which I think should be called Park and Eat), and we had kick ass pumpkin pie and lattes. The woman put like a whole can of whipped cream on top. Now I have a tummy ache. Can you believe that they charge almost $3 per piece, but you can buy the whole damn pie for only $7?! If you have two people or more, it makes sense just to buy the whole damn thing and take the rest home, lol.
AWWWW...RUSTY JUST GOT HOME AND HE BROUGHT ME ROSES!!!!!
He's so sweet.
I asked him why, and he said "because you're beautiful".
*tear*
I'm a lucky girl.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ARE MAKING ME WAIT UNTIL 7.13.2007 TO SEE HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!
I'm going to go crazy.
I think I'm starting to twitch.
OH, by the way...we are ALL going on opening night, and we're dressing up, so start thinking of who you want to be. I think we have Russell talked into being Hagrid, lol.
I ended up getting the living room clean tonight, but that was it. I got talked into heading over to Andi and Seese's to hang out for a while. We ended up going to Eat and Park (which I think should be called Park and Eat), and we had kick ass pumpkin pie and lattes. The woman put like a whole can of whipped cream on top. Now I have a tummy ache. Can you believe that they charge almost $3 per piece, but you can buy the whole damn pie for only $7?! If you have two people or more, it makes sense just to buy the whole damn thing and take the rest home, lol.
AWWWW...RUSTY JUST GOT HOME AND HE BROUGHT ME ROSES!!!!!
He's so sweet.
I asked him why, and he said "because you're beautiful".
*tear*
I'm a lucky girl.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Christmas presents
So far I have a few Christmas presents in mind to get people. I'm really excited! We're going to decorate this week, and that means I get to put my hot pink Christmas tree up!!! YAY!!
Russell's already let the cat out of the bag on one of the presents that he was getting me, and now he says he's not going to, but I want it. Boohoo. Here's the whole story:
I called a local store today to see if they had this thing that I wanted to get Andrea. Well, they did, and they put it on hold for me. Russell heard this conversation, and he says
"You bitch"
"What?"
"I was getting that for you as one of your presents!"
"Umm, this isn't for me..."
LOL! So, anyway, now he's mad at himself for telling me. Too funny.
In other news, I finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Yes, I have been reading it forever, but when you're in nursing school, there isn't much extra time for reading other than about nursing. Sooooo good...and sad. And now I keep thinking "OMG, I'm on the last book, and I'll be finished with it and die because I have to wait for the next one to come out! What am I going to do?!" So, I've read the first chapter of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. And now I'm even sadder that a whole other chapter is gone....gone! And I'm getting pissed having to wait until next summer to see the damn movie! UGH!
Well, I'm going to go make lunch. Laterz.
Russell's already let the cat out of the bag on one of the presents that he was getting me, and now he says he's not going to, but I want it. Boohoo. Here's the whole story:
I called a local store today to see if they had this thing that I wanted to get Andrea. Well, they did, and they put it on hold for me. Russell heard this conversation, and he says
"You bitch"
"What?"
"I was getting that for you as one of your presents!"
"Umm, this isn't for me..."
LOL! So, anyway, now he's mad at himself for telling me. Too funny.
In other news, I finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Yes, I have been reading it forever, but when you're in nursing school, there isn't much extra time for reading other than about nursing. Sooooo good...and sad. And now I keep thinking "OMG, I'm on the last book, and I'll be finished with it and die because I have to wait for the next one to come out! What am I going to do?!" So, I've read the first chapter of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. And now I'm even sadder that a whole other chapter is gone....gone! And I'm getting pissed having to wait until next summer to see the damn movie! UGH!
Well, I'm going to go make lunch. Laterz.
Monday, November 13, 2006
Computer trouble
I got very lucky today. We have been talking about wiping and redoing my computer for a while now because my World of Warcraft hasn't been running so swell and it has been getting errors a lot, and the computer has been spontaneously restarting....so, I burned all of my pictures, music, and word documents (along with some programs) that I wanted to keep onto cds so we would have them to put back on after the wipe. Well, my computer was acting even more crappy last night so we were planning on doing it this morning. I shut my computer down before I went to bed. I came in this morning to check weatherbug to see what the weather would be like today, but when I tried to turn it on, all there was on the screen was black and a message saying that there was an error with windows and that it needed repaired. Well, I lost everything (we might have been able to recover it, but it would have taken a while). So, we actually didn't have to wipe the computer because it was already wiped. Now it is new and fresh, but I'm now having to download every annoying update and program I want on it. Sucks much. We're thinking I had some kind of nasty virus or worm that had done a lot of damage, so I urge everyone of you to keep your virus checker updated and running often so you don't lose all your precious stuff on your computer.
Oh, and it's not fun getting a pt that weighs 400 pounds constantly ringing the call bell for people to come in and scratch her ass....
It was so bad even turning her that we needed at least 3 people and me putting all my weight into pushing her stomach over. It's a good thing the girls on our floor are buff.
Oh, and it's not fun getting a pt that weighs 400 pounds constantly ringing the call bell for people to come in and scratch her ass....
It was so bad even turning her that we needed at least 3 people and me putting all my weight into pushing her stomach over. It's a good thing the girls on our floor are buff.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Blah
I'm tired of working and schooling. I'm getting burnt out again. I love the nursing stuff, but there is only so much a girl can take. It hits me even more this weekend that I have off because I'm already thinking on Saturday about having to go back on Monday. My time off goes way to damn fast. I would like to be a home body for about a month, and I think that will get it out of my system. I think it's a good idea for Russell and I to barricade ourselves in the trailer for a month and do nothing but lay in bed, read books, play video games, watch tv, eat, do it, and repeat.
In other news, I actually cleaned my kitchen today in between laying on my sick ass and watching tv.
In other news, I actually cleaned my kitchen today in between laying on my sick ass and watching tv.
Friday, November 03, 2006
Pictures from girlies night in
We did facials while drinking boone's farm out of the bottle with neon straws and watching "Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls". We also went to IHOP and harrassed Russell at Wal-Mart. It's a bit shocking to come walking up to someone with your arms full of boone's farm and a toilet plunger.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Dead body #deuce
I went to work yesterday hoping it was going to be a good day. But, when I walked in, I was informed that I was being pulled to the 5th floor which is MICU (medical intensive care unit). I started to freak a little because I had never been trained in an ICU. However, I marched my butt down there (by way of elevator), and they showed me the ropes a bit. I need to be learning this anyway because our cardiac intensive care unit will be opening soon. At times, it seems easier at ICU. All the machines take the vital signs (except temperature which you only take 4 hours anyway), so the CAs go around and write down vital signs off the monitor every hour. If someone poops the bed, then you help clean it up. Blah blah blah. I spent most of the time standing around because there wasn't much to do.
The CA beside me ended up having a patient die because they took them off life support. I poked my head in to be nice and see if I could help because in that situation, then more people the better. I wouldn't want to be alone. So I took the body bag in for them, and it was him, me, and the nurse. He face looked HORRIBLE! It was almost terrifying. And she was seaping stuff everywhere. She also kicked me. That's right. The were rolling her to put her in the body bag, and her leg kicked me. *sad face* Ugh, I was just sitting here in a daze reliving the moment. Anyway....
So, in better news, I absolutely loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove my hair. Love love love it. Best decision I ever made. I've been having people tell me that I even look more sophisticated...hmm.
Also, plans are in the process for a girly night this weekend with my two favorite girlies, Andi and Seese, so yay for that. Today is my last day of work until Wednesday. Yay me! I actually have time to get some much needed homework done this weekend. OH, and no class on Tuesday is a happy day for Tonya.
The CA beside me ended up having a patient die because they took them off life support. I poked my head in to be nice and see if I could help because in that situation, then more people the better. I wouldn't want to be alone. So I took the body bag in for them, and it was him, me, and the nurse. He face looked HORRIBLE! It was almost terrifying. And she was seaping stuff everywhere. She also kicked me. That's right. The were rolling her to put her in the body bag, and her leg kicked me. *sad face* Ugh, I was just sitting here in a daze reliving the moment. Anyway....
So, in better news, I absolutely loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove my hair. Love love love it. Best decision I ever made. I've been having people tell me that I even look more sophisticated...hmm.
Also, plans are in the process for a girly night this weekend with my two favorite girlies, Andi and Seese, so yay for that. Today is my last day of work until Wednesday. Yay me! I actually have time to get some much needed homework done this weekend. OH, and no class on Tuesday is a happy day for Tonya.
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