2010 Goals

2010 is approaching so soon. I'm hoping this year is a better year. I usually try not to set new year goals because why would I need a new year to do something good for myself, but I'm thinking a few new goals at any time doesn't hurt you, but possibly help you in some way.

1. I want to be healthier and feel good about my own body. I'm no longer going to say I want to lose such and such pounds because they never works out, and then I end up feeling like crap because I didn't lose that such and such pounds. I want to feel healthier and look healthier. I want to make better food choices (including portions), and I want to be more active.
2. I want to enjoy my job (assuming I actually get one). Everyone needs to make money, but I want to like what I do to make that money. I'm tired of wishing days away.
3. I want to be more active in the learning process. This means I want to read the things I am supposed to read for class to learn what I will need to know in the future. I want to know these things, but I am too lazy to be active about it, therefore I just float through class to make it.
4. I also want to learn to be a better cook. It's hard being out here in the middle of nowhere where you can't just go out or order out food any time you want. Instead you have to scrounge for bologna, or cook something. I just bought a paula dean cookbook, so here is to one step in the right direction. Mmm, that's tasty ya'll! lol
   

Well, this just seems like a bunch of rambling to me, but oh well. I'm also actually thinking about doing a new 101 goals in 1001 days. I feel that I have changed a lot since I made those goals, and I have more things I want to do. Maybe I'll just make a new one and work on both. Who knows.


New topic. So I got a call today from CAMC for a daytime job. She is supposed to call me back soon for an interview. I know I need a job. It's so nice to have money and benefits and not worry about buying whatever you want whenever you want. I am so not good with budgeting because I haven't really had to before. But I really don't want this job. I think I want a job at a place where you are not just a blip on the radar. When you work at a hospital this big, you usually do not mean a thing, and it's hard to make good working relationships because there are so many people. It would be nice to work with the same small group of people and to seem like you actually make a difference in that place for what you do. I still don't know exactly what it is that would make me happy, but I'm hoping to find it soon. Life is too short to do something you hate everyday...even if it does mean getting a paycheck.

JOBJOB, where art thou?