It's over :(

Dawson's Creek is now officially over, and like Sex and the City, I am officially depressed. Why can a show make me feel this way? I guess that's why they continue to make them. I wish the ending had a little more then what it did, but hey, that's life. Cheer me up because I will probably be like this for at least a week. Yes, I am a freak.

I am too depressed to write any more right now. I will update later.

"The Potato Incident"

I brought in a bag of potatoes one day from grocery shopping, and for some reason I layed them on the couch. Well, as you can guess with me, they sat there for at least a week. I went to put my coat on that was laying on the couch yesterday, and it smelled like rotten cat food, so of course I blamed it on Gunther, lol. It wasn't brought to my attention that it wasn't him until this morning when we got up to go to Russell's ultrasound appointment that I lifted that bag of potatoes to find a big rotten, gooey mess. It had been the potatoes all along. And the rottenness has taken itself into my couch cushions, and now I don't know what to do. :(

This really sucks.

By the way, just an extra note, now that I have discovered the joys of double roll toilet paper, I will never go back to the single roll. Why would you when you can change the roll less?

Make the sickness go away :(

I have been so sick all week...well, over a week now. I missed all my classes except for one clinical because I can't miss more than one without having to make it up, and I had to call off work Thursday. I just can't shake it. It's not nearly as bad now, but more of an annoyance to me and everyone else with all the nose blowing, sneezing, and hacking.

Mom came over for an hour on Thursday mostly just to pick up my little dorm refrigerator for Josh because his new apartment doesn't have a kitchen. It's just sitting in my shed, so someone might as well get some use out of it.

The only thing I've really been doing all week is sleeping and playing the new world of warcraft expansion. I guess that's the only thing good about being sick and having to stay home. Russell's been taking real good care of me. He even had to put me to bed one night and drug me up, lol. He wasn't ready to go to bed, yet, but he laid there with me for a while and talked to me until I was almost asleep which was nice.

He also said some really cute stuff tonight which I just have to share because it was definitely way to cute not to. We saw a dad playing with his little baby girl, so we got to talking about us having babies, and I asked him if he thought our first little girl would be a sporty or a prissy, and he said "definitely prissy". When I asked him why, he said because he was going to spoil the crap out of her and put her in little frilly dresses and such. He also said that she was going to be the kind to complain to granny and pawpaw about the cow poop and how they stink. It makes me just fall even more in love with him. :)
It seems kinda funny that we don't even have a time plan for when we have kids, but we already have a definite first girl name picked out and a few possible boy names. I also had a dream last night that I was so pregnant that I was ready to pop and going into labor, and the baby was actually doing flips around in my belly, and you could see it. It was really weird, lol. There is this girl that I work with that is the same age as me, she just got married a few months ago, and she graduates from nursing school in May....she just found out she's pregnant...which of course was not their plan at the moment. She was shocked at first, but now she is so excited. It's weird how much we are alike in certain manners with all the things I listed above, and I would love to have a baby, but I know now it way far from the right time. We definitely don't have the money or time for a baby, and I know for a fact that I am not responsible enough yet to have a baby. I am still way too selfish to sacrifice so much. I want time with Russell. I don't want another worry on top of everything else I have right now. And I want to finish school and be someone. I won't be completely finished until I'm at least 26 years old, so maybe then. If I had to I could do it, but I do not choose it.

Well, I've rambled on long enough since I haven't posted in a long time, but now I gotta go do some chores. The laundry and dishes are both piled up, and I have to take a 50 question pharmacology quiz online which should at least take me an hour or more since I have to look up all the questions, so until later, TATA!

Little update

So, I supposed you need an update. Classes are good, but very busy. My pharmacology class is a joke. We don't even get "taught" anything. We have a week to start an at home online quiz that is open book, and we have 6 hours to complete 50 questions. The only thing we do in class is go over the quiz, and that's it. Pretty much a selfer. Kinda weird for something as important as learning drugs. I had my first clinical today. It went very well! It's so amazing how much working at the hospital has made. I am so much more comfortable and confident in my ability. I'm used to this medsurg stuff, so I think the whole semester will go well. We had to take a med test after that and get above a 90% to be able to administer drugs, and I passed, so yay me. It was a calculation test for IV drip rates and stuff.
This poor woman I had today had to have all of her teeth extracted (which happened to only be a mere 15)...I know you're sitting there counting your teeth right now. Don't try to act like you're not.
Well, I am beat. I had to work 7:00am-7:00pm yesterday, then I had to go to the 8th floor to preplan for clinicals, then I had to come home and look up a bunch of meds and do a bunch of paperwork to prepare for today. It was a very bad day....not to mention I got stuck by myself with 15 patients. I think I'm going to have to have a talk to my manager about that.
Anywho...I'm going back to bed.

I measured my boobies according to a website online, and it says my cup size should be a D??
Umm, no. My boobs are not D material.

My bras are not tight in the cup size area...but maybe................no way in hell do I wear a D.
Anyone else think it's shit that I should wear a D?

Discuss. lol

Some nice links to visit

Pregnant man:
http://www.vidmax.com/index.php/videos/view/189

Two headed girl:
http://www.vidmax.com/index.php/videos/view/209


BY THE WAY, I HATE MORGANTOWN TRAFFIC VERY MUCH! ALL YOU STUPID STUDENTS WHO DON'T LIVE HERE....GO HOME!

Back to school

Great Grandma's funeral was this weekend, but I made the decision not to go. I would have liked going and seeing all the family, but it's the weekend before school starts, and the last thing I need right now is more stress. Mom said they picked out a really beatiful casket for her that was light cream color with gold trim, carved roses (which was her favorite flower), and the inside was lined with soft pink material. She said there were over 120 people there which makes me feel good that so many people loved her. Something funny that mom told me was that a little while ago before she started getting real bad, she started rhyming all the time. I think I may have made a post about this a while back. I'll have to go look for it so I can tell you one of the rhymes again. I think it was about poop, but I can't remember.

School starts tomorrow, and I'm not looking forward to it. I'm so tired of all this stress, and I feel like my head is going to explode. At least my StuffOnMyCat calendar is now on the wall to cheer me up.

Here is my Spring 2007 Schedule:

MONDAY:
1:00pm-3:50pm NSG 334 - Concepts: Adult Health
TUESDAY:
2:00pm-3:50pm NSG 322 - Concepts: Pediatric Health
WEDNESDAY:
7:00am-1:50pm NSG 335-002 - Interventions: Medical Surgical
2:00pm-4:50pm NSG 376 - Clinical Nursing Pharmacology
THURSDAY:
off
FRIDAY:
7:00am-1:50pm NSG 335-002 - Interventions: Medical Surgical

The interventions are clinicals where I do my thang at the hospital all day. Medical Surgical is the hardest clinical of all of them. Everything is in super detail and for every patient you have, you have to preplan and go through every body system with every problem they have...not to mention looking up every drug they are on and knowing them. Major suckage when you have to do that and work. I will be in the hospital 4-5 days out of the week every week.

Crooked eyebrows

Lately I've felt like getting things in order around here. I've gone through all the boxes in the office closet and in the guest bedroom, but now I'm still trying to figure out what I want to keep, where to put the things I want to keep (since most of it is junk, and I'm a pack rat), and getting rid of the things I don't want. It's hard to part with things that you've had for so long even though you haven't even set eyes on it in years. I'm washing the guest sheets right now, lol. It's sad that makes me happy.

I got my hair cut again. It's cute I think. I probably got another 1 1/2 - 2 inches off. It's right at the base of my neck. It looked okay in the hair salon, but then when I got home I noticed the left side seems longer than the right. I'm obsessive compulsive about this, and even if Russell thinks I'm a bit crazy, I still want to go back and make them fix it, lol. AND, she also made my eyebrows crooked. Bitch.

Viral or bacterial something or another

I took Russell to the doctor this morning.....a lot of question asking.....a lot of palpating. He even asked if we were sexually active, lol. They say they think it was a lingering viral or bacterial something or another, but they don't think it's a gallbladder problem. So, in other words, they just don't know what it is, but they don't think it's serious. BUT, since Russell's family has a history of gallbladder problems, and we just paid $100 deductible plus a $15 copay, he's scheduled to go in next Friday for an ultrasound just to make sure there are no problems or possible problems.
I hate it when doctors don't know what's going on so they chalk it up to viral or bacterial something. Since he's been getting better, they're not going to give him any antibiotics or anything. What's really funny is it was a med student asking all the questions and such, and as soon as Russell told him I was a nursing student, he went and washed his hands, lol.

After the appointment, I got to take Russell up to where I work and show him around.
I have to go back today for a "mandatory" CA meeting. Probably just a bitch fest for the few people who aren't doing their job like they are supposed to.

Great Grandma passed away this morning.

What's really weird is that Gunther never sleeps with me anymore (he sleeps with Russell), and today he slept with me all morning.