Why am I so terrified of change? It's crazy. I hate that about myself. I waould love to get my hair cut, but I'm too afraid to cut it because I think I'll miss my long hair. I can't do anything with my long hair, and it always stays back. Ugh. I'm also afraid to change things in a freaking game...isn't that insane?? It's everything that I can't easily reverse. The only thing in my life that I haven't been afraid of is things to do with Russell. I was never afraid to marry him or anything like that. He's pretty much the only thing I've been sure of.
And it seems that I can't even make my own decisions about anything. I'm always asking other people what they think I should do. I know it annoys the crap out of Russell, but I just can't help it. Why can't I be one of those people that just snap their fingers and can make a decision. This also includes job decisions, but I won't go into detail about that on here. Can we say dooce? Ugh X 2.
Thanksgiving is coming up soon. I'm a little sad, though, because Russell's brothers and sisters are not going to be able to come in as planned. Maybe only one of them and just for like a day. This is crappy. I like being able to see all of them. But, we're still going to go in and see his parents and my side of the family as well.
This week is the last sheep lab. I am planning on taking my camera so I can get some good pictures of what I see and do during these labs so I can share it with all of you, BUT the good ones might not go up here because I don't want hell for it for all those stupid people who like to throw fits about those sort of things. So, if you want to see the good ones, you'll have to ask for them so I can send them to you.
Well, I'm going to go pick up some and finish my application before I have to go to the hell hole called Wal-Mart.
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