I feel like crap. I'm tired all the time, and I don't want to be. I think it might be because I'm out of shape...big time. As soon as these stupid girl scout cookies are gone, it's go time. I mean it. I'm tired of being uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm tired of not wearing 3/4 of my clothes because my arms are uncovered, or I feel like they are too revealing or tight. Do you know how long it has been since I have worn a sleeveless shirt in public? Once almost two years ago when I lost a lot of weight, and that was still uncomfortable because I was used to not wearing them. I am almost 23 years old. I should not be having this problem, and I do not want to look back when I'm older and wish I would have been thinner to enjoy life more. And I know it's not true, but I worry that my own husband thinks I'm disgusting because of it. I hate that feeling. I want to look good for him and me.
Ugh.
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End date: April 28, 2014
About Me
- Mrs. Tonya Young
- I am many things, but most of all, I am devoted to being a good wife to Russell and a good mother to Gunther (the cat), Citi (the dog), and Dexter (the puppy).
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101 Things in 1001 Days
End date: April 28, 2014
1. Be approved for prescriptive authority - Completed 8/2011
2. Get DEA license - Completed 8/2011
3. Decorate my desk and office space at work
4. Get pregnant ;) - Completed EDC 12/7/12!
5. Get a tattoo
6. Plant a vegetable garden each summer - 2011, 2012
7. Swim in the ocean - Complete 9/2011
8. Clean and package my wedding dress
9. Lose 10 lbs.
10. Lose another 10 lbs.
11. Take baked goodies to work for no reason
12. Make a blanket leaving the details up to me
13. Up-date blog at least once per month - 8/11
14. Finish reading Game of Thrones series - Game of Thrones (book 1, 2, 3, 4)
15. Try two new Crockpot recipes
16. Make five new recipes
17. Learn to bake a pie or cobbler
18. Take new car through car wash three times - 1, 2
19. Go to an amusement park - Completed 3/2012 @Universal Studios
20. Buy Christmas presents for a less fortunate kid
21. Clean out and organize the garage
22. Decorate our home for each Christmas during the 1001 days
23. Organize and file important documents again
24. Pack lunch for work every day for two weeks
25. Go to a drive-in movie
26. Get a massage - Completed 3/2012 on Cruise
27. Take Russell on his first skiing trip
28. Get a manicure
29. Get a pedicure (even though I’m still a freak about people touching my toes)
30. Go to Comicon
31. Donate to goodwill
32. Create and notarize a medical power of attorney/living will for Russell and me - Completed 8/2011
33. Write a regular will
34. Make Russell breakfast in bed
35. Pay off my student loans
36. Buy a handgun and safe
37. Learn how to shoot said handgun
38. Go fishing
39. Pack quilts not being used in space-saver bags
40. Organize all four closets
41. Clean out pantry thoroughly
42. Send my hair that’s been sitting in my cabinet forever to locks of love
43. Complete a 5k marathon
44. Rent a boat
45. Thoroughly clean the grill
46. Whiten teeth
47. Go to a concert
48. Buy a shelf and organize dvds - Completed 9/2012
49. Buy a new king size bed - Completed 2012
50. Take Dexter to the beach!
51. Buy new good pots and pans - Completed 2011
52. Stain porch/deck
53. Stain picnic table
54. Hammer down nails in porch
55. Re-play all resident evil games
56. Clean out fire place
57. Get Lasik surgery
58. Establish care with a medical provider - Completed 8/2011
59. Ride in a plane - Completed 3/2012
60. Get a chemical peel or microderm abrasion
61. Get Dexter’s teeth cleaned - Completed 9/2011, 9/2012
62. Get laser hair removal
63. Buy a new pair of glasses that I actually want to wear
64. Go on a cruise - Completed 3/2012
65. Do something special with nieces/nephews (no parents allowed)
66. Read 50 books - (1) Game of Thrones, (2) A Clash of Kings, (3) A Storm of Swords, (4) A Feast for Crows
67. Can something (meat or from our garden) - Completed 8/16/2011 (green beans from our garden boxes)
68. Send flowers to someone
69. Teach Dexter a new trick - Completed 2012 "BANG"
70. Find a new hairstylist closer to home - Completed 9/2011 Meghan
71. Donate blood again
72. Take Russell on a surprise date
73. Take a picture every day for 30 days and document
74. Complete a coloring book
75. Go to Las Vegas
76. Identify 101 things that make me happy
77. Learn to knit
78. Go to Fright Farm
79. Buy a new car for Russell
80. Go camping twice - Summer 2012
81. Attend high school reunion - Completed 6/2012
82. Use treadmill x20 - 1
83. Protect and catalog loose photos
84. Finish a scrapbook
85. Give graduation photo to mom and grandma
86. Start my pig farm
87. Start a retirement plan
88. Answer the “50 questions that will free your mind”
89. Donate to a good cause that benefits animals
90. Take an online academic course (possibly anatomy or wound care)
91. Start a savings account
92. Go to church with mom for a special occasion
93. Dress up for Halloween (even if I have nowhere to go) - Completed 10/29/11 (Rebecca's wedding reception), 10/20/12 Baby Shower
94. Lay out in the yard to get a suntan
95. Buy the puppies life jackets
96. Thoroughly clean and redesign the aquarium
97. Buy a new goldfish so Chi-Chi has a friend
98. Wash dishes every day for two weeks
99. Build a snowman
100. Fold and put away all laundry
101. Host family dinner party
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